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Wednesday, December 6, 2017

Why justify yourself to an enemy? ELS IV??

I am not looking for you to justify your existence or refute my blog.  I was saying that you are a person who promotes living a best life and doing well to others yet you have condemned other's shortcomings and actions.  The purpose for my entry over a month ago was the how I would handle the release of your book.

Therefore, you don't have to justify to me by what financial means you live by.  I was only trying to point out we come from a different set of standards.  I have a stronger work ethic than either of my parents, my biological strain rose from work ethic to workaholism, however unhealthy that may be.

No one is telling you not to live your conception of your best life. I am hoping you have made forward gains in your contentedness. What I was expressing was the potential ridicule I would have received from buying your book.

We all answer to God.  My 12 step meeting allowed me to work through my issues, and confront those I have harmed.  You have harmed me in the past but it is just a remote event from another time.  My radio show is booming and I don't need you anymore.  Yes, I did probably try and force you to look at yourself and see why you cut people off like a snapped family blood pipeline but that's on you.  There is no way back now and you can read this if you want, but it won't end in resolution.

You would just email or scream at me or brag how you blocked everything.  That proves you are inauthentic and still intending to produce harm.

Honestly, If I retain anything, it is anger for ever trusting you twice.

Friday, December 1, 2017

Poem - Willful disobedience

When the rivers of blood commence with sorrow
My weapon is indifference in tangled fields of yarrow
desire and circumstance
two things that converge
upon an arrow of fate
in which the ball tainted curved
Don't read my lifeline
or what makes my veins invert
through my lack of control
of impulse turns
on what provokes fate
in the dead of the night
while you fish for your candle
desperately seeking the light
the candle wax
burns your palms & your veins
as your orderly voice
attempts to command restrain
I don't listen to you
I didn't listen to you then
I am off on the highway
my hard drive erased your GPS
the wax dries
as you justify your life
and call out my name
giving ultimatums
with an inkless pen.

Saturday, November 25, 2017

Do you know why 58 people died in Las Vegas? (and many more injured?)  King Salman was in town at the Tropicana.  His Uncle (I believe) Prince al Waleed bin Talal,  owns several floors at Mandalay Bay and has controlling interests in Las Vegas.  He had his own private security network that operated in Las Vegas the weekend of the October 2, 2017.  It has been detected that Stephen Paddock possibly had a weapons streaming business through the Phillippines that benefitted Prince Al Waleed bin Talil.  There has been suspicion that there was a plot to overthrow the Saudi King Salman in Vegas that weekend, and country music massacre was just a smokescreen.

Al-Waleed is a grandson of Ibn Saud, the first Saudi king, a half-nephew of all Saudi kings since, and a grandson of Riad Al Solh (Lebanon's first minister).
He is the founder, chief executive officer and 95-percent owner[ of the Kingdom Holding Company, a Forbes Global 2000 company with investments in companies in the financial services, tourism and hospitality, mass media, entertainment, retail, agriculture, petrochemicals, aviation, technology and real-estate sectors. The company had a market capitalization of over $18 billion in 2013.  Al-Waleed is Citigroup's largest individual shareholder, the second-largest voting shareholder in 21st Century Fox, and owns Paris' Four Seasons Hotel George V and part of the Plaza Hotel.Time has called him the "Arabian Warren Buffett". In November 2017 Forbes listed Al-Waleed as the 45th richest man in the world, with an estimated net worth of $18 billion.
The previous year, he announced that he would donate his fortune to charity at an unspecified date. Some of the reasons he cited were to foster cultural understanding and empower women.
On 4 November 2017 he was arrested in Saudi Arabia, in an anti-corruption drive, together with, among others, Waleed bin Ibrahim Al Ibrahim and Saleh Abdullah Kamel. The allegations against Prince Al-Waleed include money laundering, bribery, and extorting officials.

Making Headway

Tuesday, October 24, 2017


Federalist No. 10 is an essay written by James Madison in Federalist Paper, it was a series of essays initiated by Alexander Hamilton arguing for the ratification of the US Constitution. Published on November 29, 1787 under the pseudonym "Publius", Federalist No. 10 is among the most highly regarded of all American political writings.
No. 10 addresses the question of how to guard against "factions", or groups of citizens, with interests contrary to the rights of others or the interests of the whole community. Madison saw factions as inevitable due to the nature of man - that is, as long as men hold differing opinions, have differing amounts of wealth and property, they will continue to form alliances with people who are most similar to them, and they will sometimes work against the public interest, and infringe upon the rights of others. Thus, he questions how to guard against those dangers.
We have a caller from NY who discusses different government factions and government impetus.  We discuss the natural order, civil structure and exchange of rights for the social contract.
Please listen to this episode, it is critical to the nature and climate of what is going on in the United States right now with religious and racial oppression and tools the NAACP and others are using to address the legacy of systemic racism.

Monday, October 16, 2017

Nigel Hayes is walking a fine line in the NBA-Tune into our radio broadcast link

Controversy in expressing one's opinion as a professional athlete and maintaining your position in the sports arena.  Nigel Hayes may have to pay a pre emptive price.  Marshawn Lynch and Colin Kapernick did.  Tune in.